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Tampaknya kau terlalu indah sayang.....
Terlalu Indah............
Terlalu Indah...............

nazar

KEKUATAN YANG BERASAL DARI DOA

Hi!!!!!!

I just want to continue my story before, it's all about my story of course :p

BASED ON TRUE STORY hihihihi (kuntilanak sfx) kwkwkw.

     Well, by the time, after the announcement that i passed the Academic test, i decided to focus on physical test. I knew that i had a lot of lack in my health like myopi, and problem on my lung called pneumonia or paru-paru basah. fyi, i got this disease since i was a baby, btw i also had bengek wkwkw it's such a bonus when your lung were in trouble hahahaha. Then my father realised, if i couldn't recover from my disease i'll never go through the world as easy as now that i am. So, he always ask me to exercise whatever it is like, jogging, football, swimming, and many more. Until now :) love ya! I don't know what am i gonna be if he never taught me those things. :') as you can see, i'm not "penyakitan" anymore right? hahhhaah :D

     I have about 2 weeks for practice to confront phsical test. every day i do exercise like push-up, sit-up, and more in my home, on another chance i'm jogging in Metland Transyogi a.k.a KTM twice a week wkkwkwkw. As you know, KTM has been grow up as an elite housing in Cileungsi since Metland.corp bought their stock. fyi, Cileungsi would be a big city in a couple a years, trust me ;p. After practice, practice and practice i got about 30 on push-up, 40 on sit-up, 5 on pull up, not an excellent number, but that enough according i just have 2 weeks for practice. fyi, my weights are 64 kilos, and my heights 174.5 centi. FYI!!! i'm doing all those test in bulan Ramadhan and i was fasting.

     Every day i asks to the mighty god Allah SWT to give me strenght for the physical test. I already submit my fate to Allah SWT, whatever happens Allah SWT known the best for you. The test is just to know how good are you on physical, you were safe if you can do 30 on push-up, 40 on sit-up, 13 minutes running 2400meters, 14seconds shuttle run, and luckily there was not a pull up test wkwkwkwk. Btw, physical test is not only the test that they used to strain all the participant, but also interview and medical check-up.

 

the test was begin

 

     My senior told me that all you must to do is saying "Bismillah". Before we are going to physical test, our mentor ask we to warming up and separate us to 2 groups, (actulally there were lots of groups wkwkw) for general, they who are not fasting and we as fasting group hehehe.  Group 1 start the test earlier than our group, the test begin on 1 pm, which it was very hot, it's about 30 C. When group 1 start the test which was the test is push up, we are waiting for our turn, i just pray to god and give my best. And our turn was begin.

     My clock says it already 3.pm, and here we go. As i told you before, the first test is push-up. I don't know why, suddenly my body lighter than before, and i feel confidence. hup hup hup, our tester give us 1 minute to push-up as much as we can do. "Stop!" he shout loudly, i got 37 on push-up, that was awsome and i got A on push up. The next test is sit-up. We got about 15 minutes to stretching. We were safe if we can do 40 or more on this test, guess what? i got 54 on sit-up, i got A once again hehehe. To shorten posts, i got about 12 second on shuttle run. Still the hardest test waiting us.

     Running test is the hardest test i've ever done, we must to run 2400meters nonstop and it limited with time. It hard because we had many test before. But we got 30minutes to prepare the test, total time that i got is 45minutes. I pray to god to give me ease in these tests, no longer cumulonimbus(cmiiw) cloud come out. It such a happiness and disastrous, why? run when was raining make us doesn't exhausted, but automaticly makes our step harder than before, what a day. -_- Suddenly, it started raining. I don't know why my step is lighter. I run, run, run and finished the 2400meters test. I got less than 12minutes, what a  miracle hahaha makasih ya allah. I'm very optimist on physical test, but, interview and medical check-up still waiting on the next day.

     The test was all done at 5.40pm, didn't forget to shalat ashar and greatful thanks to ALLAH SWT about his greatness. This is it, the power of prayer. I'm break fasting in STTD and go home with such a pleasure :)

i'm writing this journal with daniela andrade singing on my ears :p oot :p daniela

happy sunday,  tomorrow is monday :p

nazar

SEBUAH KISAH LAMA TAK BERUJUNG DATANG KEMBALI

It's been a long time i didn't post anything on my blog.

       what's going on brah? long time no post heheh.

since i got such a depression cause can't pass the test of many institute i want to join, my activities are take  course once more on NF and LIA. I hope it would be made my chance to go to college or institute bigger than anyone. amin.

       btw, honestly i didn't have any enthusiasm to go to college, my heart was fall in love with PTK or Sekolah Tinggi Kedinasan like, STAN, STPDN, STIP, STPI, STTD, Akmil, Akpol, and many more.

But i can't sign up, because my eyes are in trouble. I got myopi since i was in junior high school. even though a lot of PTK don't have tolerance with miopi, or hypermiopi (cmiiw) but some PTK has some tolerance with kind of "glasses" like STTD and STAN, so i sign up with them. as always if you want to study at PTK, you have to complete your file. it's such a fuckn' tired bro. when you want to complete the assigment or file, you have to go around the world to completed it hahah it's too excessive :D but it feels like that. when you already had all the file you must go to the place where you want to sign up or regist. It's funny, when all the people use the benefits of technology, this fuckn' moron system still they use until now.

       STAN, is the most favorite PTK in Indonesia i think, about 50K people sign up to get one of hundred "kursi" in STAN what an idiot people, yes i sign up to STAN to -_-. what a freakn' feeln' when you try to perform the task, it's was the hardest task i've ever do, hahaha no it's not so hard, just so so. but you have to "kill' a lot off people who wanted to sign too it. it was hard broh!.

       Not only STAN which has a tolerance with glasses people, but only STTD as i know. with all of hopefull, i sign up to STTD, it only ahas about 3K of people who want to study at STTD not a scary number right? it upside down with STAN. No wonder if STTD didn't have many signers, have you been heard about STTD before? well,, i don't think so, it just only few who knows. for example, " Jar daftar kemana lu?" (i hate this question! like "when you go to married?" "when you go to purpose her?" hahaha) "gua daftar STTD boy" "STTD apaan?" -_-' wakwaw! i told you, only few of people who knows STTD. The test is not as hard as STAN but i still not easy. The test is like Physics, Math, English and Physchotest(cmiiw).

       The Annoucment was announced on internet. as you can guess, i failed on STAN at TPA. when i want to go to check STTD, the server was error, like someone hack their system because failed to wkwkw. huh, i though that i failed to, then i go to sleep :p. at the midnight, my friend tells me that i was pass the TPA test! what a wonderful news. immediately i called my parents in their sleep hahaha. they were shocked, they though that i have something bad. hahaha

I want to complete this, but i too fuckn' tired today and it was late night to. srry for my bad english :D

oia, she was beautiful. :)

night Brah!!



nazar